Sarcasm
It was raining when I send my siblings to school this morning. Second day of Ramadan, 28 days to go before the Eid. The excitement that I used to have for Eid buried and chained within my subconscious.
I am happy but the environment I am in would made me look crazy. My relationship with my parent is in need of immediate repair. Mother had been sarcastic for the past few days.
Those statements ringed in my head. I shuddered. I smiled. I looked elsewhere. It was painful but manageable. It took me few seconds to recover. I try to reason her ever growing sarcasm, Hormones and Stress. I vouch this as truth for she is now way beyond her 40. Working 3/4 of your daily life would eventually drove you to the edge of your sanity. 33 days. I can lived through this. 'Keep a positive outlook of life no matter how bad the situation is'. A reminder from within, a voice that gave me strength to feel 'now' with happiness and gratitude.
I looked at my old photo. It was taken 5 years ago. My skin was darker and my face was not defined. I compared myself with that Lisyah and felt grateful the way I looked now. I may not be a challenge to Brad Pitt but I looked better than I was before. Age does make one look more beautiful. A black duck turned into a beautiful white swan.... a thought that delighted me. Everybody is a white swan to somebody else. I haven't found mine yet.
"Life is like a spider web. Each thread brings different experience to your life but eventually all will end up in the centre."
Dont Worry Be Happy (^_^)
I am happy but the environment I am in would made me look crazy. My relationship with my parent is in need of immediate repair. Mother had been sarcastic for the past few days.
"I dont feel like I am appreciated"
"I should enjoy my life"
"You should tell your brother that your look is no worst than he is" "
Your aunt didn't say 'back' she said 'travel'."
"I should enjoy my life"
"You should tell your brother that your look is no worst than he is" "
Your aunt didn't say 'back' she said 'travel'."
Those statements ringed in my head. I shuddered. I smiled. I looked elsewhere. It was painful but manageable. It took me few seconds to recover. I try to reason her ever growing sarcasm, Hormones and Stress. I vouch this as truth for she is now way beyond her 40. Working 3/4 of your daily life would eventually drove you to the edge of your sanity. 33 days. I can lived through this. 'Keep a positive outlook of life no matter how bad the situation is'. A reminder from within, a voice that gave me strength to feel 'now' with happiness and gratitude.
I looked at my old photo. It was taken 5 years ago. My skin was darker and my face was not defined. I compared myself with that Lisyah and felt grateful the way I looked now. I may not be a challenge to Brad Pitt but I looked better than I was before. Age does make one look more beautiful. A black duck turned into a beautiful white swan.... a thought that delighted me. Everybody is a white swan to somebody else. I haven't found mine yet.
"Life is like a spider web. Each thread brings different experience to your life but eventually all will end up in the centre."
Dont Worry Be Happy (^_^)
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